dont

I made this for myself.
Don't read this.
please go away, click back.
Respect this for me, please.




I want to die. Just now, sitting here, I want to die.
Its not even sadness, just a 'why not?'
why not.
I could go downstairs and find one of a dozen bottles of prescription pain killers and swallow them all and just go to sleep.

I could steal the car and drive out to the biggest building in savannah and jump.

I can just not wake up.


I shouldn't, and I know I wont right now.
but for a minute, I considered it.

I wanted it.